The cancer's gone, so what's next.  What do I do now?   I know I do not have to make a "bucket list" so I think I'll concentrate on my "to do" list.  I have put off some really important things since the C-crap entered my life.  So here goes:  Clean the garage, do all the gardening I have put off (now that the rain has stopped), start a real fitness program (I have said this for five years),  return to the Y tai chi, keep writing this blog (I will find things to say), stop spending so much time in front of the computer, make a will, learn to play the ukulele (well, maybe), learn how to use my cell phone and figure out all the frustrating intricacies of facebook.  I guess I am returning to the real world.  During the cancer treatments I often had strange feelings of isolation and that I was watching my life as a spectator and really not participating. I felt that I was in some kind of drifting shell looking out a window fully cognizant of what was going on (even when driving) but somehow detached from everything.   Now I am re-attaching and not living in the shell anymore. It’s great to be back!